It will be 2 months this thursday since Colby was born. Looking back on the past 8 weeks of bottles, dirty dipears and laundry, it is amazing how much our lives have changed.
Having a baby is probably the only last miracle there is on this earth. I still can't get over the fact that Stephen and I created a whole other person. It really is amazing. Every time I look at his perfect little face, I can't help but notice little hints of me and of stephen in his face, as well as wonder what he is going to be like in the weeks, months and years to come. Lots of surprises and joyful memories i'm sure.
Just looking back two months it is amazing how Colby has grewn, born at 5 lb 4 onces he has already doubled in size (it isn't just his clothes shrinking in the wash). Those first two weeks and my delivery are now just a blur. I dont remember how painful and long my labour was, which is probably natures intention to ensure that we keep reproducing, but i do recall the first moment i saw Colby after he was born, his first cry, and Stephen looking down at me wearing a hospital gown and shower cap, and beaming "its a boy". The emotions i felt that day were every color of the rainbow from enlightenment to sadness, relief to fear, happyness, to bewilderment. I will never forget September 2nd. The day we became parents.